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 obscurentries.
the difficulties...
Sunday, November 30, 2008
` the difficulties...

im happie on e whole...and am contented to be with him, the sweet boy Baby Dragon.
but...dere r juz some difficulties tt we're facing every nw n then...
and it juz gt mi lost at times...
no doubt, it makes mi sad too.
idk wad to do to deal with all these difficulties... :[

- he doesn't wan to mit up in sch for lunch.
for e reason tt dere's alwaes lotsa ppl everywhere during lunch time n he juz dun like it...
he prefers to be with his frens as dey will drive him out of sch to eat.
more yummy food, less peeps...
but to mi... he can't afford e time to mit mi after sch, thus i suggestted to mit during lunch break.
it juz dun work.
damn e fuckin crowd!! RARRR!!

- i wanna go to Night Safari desperately with him~
idy y.
but he asked mi, hw is he going to go home after tt as it gonna be late alr n dere won't be bus service nor mrt available after he sends mi home...
and takin cab home is ex, esp. after tt darn midnight charge.
thus, how to go together?
damn tt bloody midnight charge!! RARRR!!

- last nite, he went out with his buddies till 2plus in e morning...
and throughout e day we din hav much contact.
it's understandable then.
but i couldn't seems to slp tt nite...tossing n turning around...
half an hr later, i decided to giv him a call!
for he's e first person on my mind when i couldn't slp.
it's around 12.30am.
he picked up e call n says he had juz made payment for his dinner n was on his way to go home...
after a few mins of chatting with mi, he says he nids to drive alr...
and will get back to mi when he gets home.
"okie, bye bye!"
and i waited for him.
till i fall asleep...then at around 5.50am...i woke up.
the dead silence of my hp shocked mi. no msgs nor calls frm him...
i thought he gt into some car accidents or something...
and esp. so when he was with his frens.
i msg-ed him. waited for his reply...
decided to call him at 6plus in e morning as dere's still no reply frm him.
finally, i was like *phew* when i heard his voice over e phone...
he said he had fallen aslp immediately after he gt home, din even take out his contact lens n etc.
he was tt shagged to tt extend, can u imagine?! =/

okie... so it's like we dun reali have time together...be it calls or mit-ups.
and for tis week, we juz met up once.
simply because he's in yr3 nw...and is v v bz...sighs.
damn e yr3 workload!! RARRR!!

i shld wrk on my global.i essay nw instead of bloggin here. LOLX!
but i juz dun hav e mood to... i reali nid to get tis off my chest...
it has been bugging mi for quite a while alr.
and i wan to believe tt one day, we can overcome all these difficulties together. (;

--- slush


--- slush 6:01 PM