NYQ;

 obscurentries.
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Thursday, November 6, 2008
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every words hurt...my tears dropped readily, without fail...all e time.
yesterdae, todae.
when will things change for e better...i told myself i gonna be fine, i'll be numb to everything...n i wouldn't feel upset animore.
but, i still failed to do tt!!
sometimes i reali dun mean it tt way...but he misunderstood mi...
i dun mean to irritate him, but still i did.
n i seems to be sayin e wrong things all e time recently...
wad i get in return fer my stupidity for sayin e wrong things is getting sweared at by him times n times again. shucks.
and i hate myself fer still takin it as a great fuck deal.

went fer a haircut n eyebrow trimming session with Solange today after sch, n was feeling great initially...
but it's e exact opp. now.
shagged.

--- slush


--- slush 10:10 PM