NYQ;

 obscurentries.
thoughts...
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
` thoughts...

hav nt been feeling well ever since e 27th...
flu lar...
yes, though i won't die by gettin flu...but i still yearn for his care & concern deep in my heart...
apparantly i din get wad i want.
no calls frm him at all (he claims to be bz 24/7)...even in msg...nil.
he thought im okay alr, as concluded frm e so-called "tone" of my msgs to him...
i understand tt he's bz...bz-ing with FYP, IS projs, checkin out e car he wan on net, bz with eating meals n late-night supper at 2plus in e morning, bz-ing with other miscellaneous which aren't spelled out to mi.
thus, resulting in no time at all to giv mi a call since 27th till nw...
but, hw long could a call takes?
[it's nt whether u can do it or not, it's whether u want to do it or not.]
tis is what he said to mi in e past. hw true.
anw...i think i damn fan jian oso...since he doesn't call, i called him up instead.
the end-results: he shouted n scolded mi for nt initiating to talk to him on e phone...
purlease, i've took e initiative to call u alr can. and can't u juz ask mi if im alright alr nt for e goddamn sake?
then he shouted "im havin headache too u noe! What do u wan!!"
so i juz tell u here... i wan nothing but juz a word of concern frm u.
it's juz e wrong timing to call again, i assumed.
i was totally appalled by then n it's juz human nature to hang up such nasty call...
and he happily went to off his hp. (i called him up again.)
*and i wish tt ur hp can nv ever be turn on again ya, since u like to off it so much. HMPH!!

am i really askin for too much ever since e start.
was it so wrong to juz ask for a word of concern frm u...
当你爱的人不再关心你时，那代表了什么？
恋爱中的女人都这么犯贱吗？还是你们都把尊严保留得完美无瑕？
我只不过是个例外吗。。。

---slush


--- slush 5:56 PM