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` tml's christmas eve
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
` tml's Christmas eve.

my fav festival's arriving...but i can't feel a tinge of happiness nw... =(
期望越高，失望就越大。
所以，我不想再奢望了。。。因为会很难过。
but spending christmas with B is something tt i feel blessed about...
n i reali do, treasure it.
虽然有些事让我很想问你，但我不知道怎么跟你说。
怕你生气，怕你说我不信任你。
但我没有，真的。
but then, do u noe...i trust u...and will always do.
i hate to hav doubts...
and plz... let it be worthwhile...nv betray my trust in u.
dere r some things tt will take ages to heal...and dun make mi go thru tt for goodness sake.

i noe n understand tt dere's no right n wrong in a r/s.
but then guys, be fair.
if u're sick with ur gf for whatever big fuck reason, tell her straight into her face.
den move on with another slut tt u've gt.
and den play in ur own cycle of love, get another new hot slut who readily beds every guy she mit n den dump ur old slut n so on n so forth.
fun huh!
and may u get AIDS n die of a horrible death!!
BUT! dun drag in girls who're bloody serious in a r/s can.
cos dey aren't e right kind of slut tt fits ur criteria, and definitely ain't a whore-material who can satisfy u!
and girls, hooking up with a guy who has a gf...i noe hw it feels.
it's like a great boost of ego. "yes, i've gt wad it takes to make guys revolve around mi, even those who're attached."
but hav u ever thought of tt gal's feeling when u're doing tt? nw being in tis position...i can tell u tt it's reali hurting to tt gal.
wad goes around comes around...and i sure do believe in karma. one day when u encounter it urself, den u'll noe wad pain truly is.

i dunno y im typing tis post but i juz gt tis urge to. ha!
or perhaps, after blog-hoppin n readin some stories of hw bastard guys can be. i decided to write tis post.

--- slush


--- slush 8:56 PM