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Sunday, January 4, 2009
` wrap-up of 2008

HOWDY.

3wks of hols's ending alr.
n it's time to recall wad i've done in e yr of 2008... mmm...
2008 to me... a yr with tremendous ups n downs in my life.
i've gt times which made mi felt like my heart was fuckin teared apart, n i've gt times which gt mi on cloud nice.
it's all e extremes...
i wouldn't sae tt 2008 has been a great yr for mi...but i definitely hav learned some valuable lessons here n dere, basically revolving around e "love" word.
in my hierarchy of values in love, both honesty & communication lines in first...

with a breakdown in communication, nothing works.
with one party nt wanting to share whatever tt is on his/her mind, nothing works.
with one party nt havin e dauntlessness to spill his guts, nothing works.
with one party havin every single thing under wraps, nothing works.
with one party nt havin e gut to face n resolve e probs faced, nothing works.

it takes 2 hands to clap, so as love.
whatever happens, talk things out nicely~
i hope im able to do tt too... am still learning. ha!
还有，说出去的话是收不回的。
i've read 2 books regarding r/s tis hols...erm, nt too helpful actually but u can reali c tt those stupid n damaging things stated r some of e things u've done b4! AMAZING huh.
LOLX.

my NEW YR RESOLUTIONS:
1) to change!
2) more happiness, less fears n tears.
3) to bring joy to ppl i love dearly.
4) to enjoy my days in China as much as possible so tt i won't feel like dying to cum back to spore. i dun wanna feel as though im living in hell over dere (though i think i most probably would.) =S
5) =]
i hope tt 2009 will be better!!! yay. =D

--- slush


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