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Sunday, May 30, 2010
I gt accepted into SIM-UOL. sch starts on 23rd Aug.
& i'll be doing wad i've always wanted to do- business. it's a 3yrs degree with direct honours. sounds gd?
however, im nt even feeling a tinge of happiness. or rather, im pretty much upset with myself deep inside.
whenever i c emails or letters frm UOL, i feel like e knife slash me once more in my heart.
i guess it's all about the social norms.
SIM to local U, which would u prefer?
as simple as independent sch to a neighbourhood sch, Lawry's to hawker centre, Hermes bag to a Charles & Keith's. nw tell me, which one would you want if given a choice?
see wad i mean here.
i asked myself y didn't i study hard enuff to score a better GPA in order for me to get into e local Uni. juz 1 of e 3 will do. im such a big loser. am i dumb or something?
homy. i really feel like killing myself now now now.
it's all too late nw. too late for regrets, huh.
still, im regretting.
anw, i've alr submitted my appeal for both SMU & NTU. pray hard tt it'll be successful.
i swear by my life tt i'll study real fucking hard if im given a chance to do my degree in one of e local Uni(s).


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